IM BACK!!!

Hey readers im really sorry I have not been updating my blog.( This is my fault) I am one week away from my first ever musical pefornce... scared, me.. Nooo, im as cool as a cucumber;)(LIES!!!) On a real note im freaking out. Yesterday at Play Reherasal we run the whole play ( Sorry I didnt update you on this. We have been doing this for the past week((WHY IM SOO BUSY))and I didnt know my lines for Act 2. I froze and made a fool of myself. My feelings comming off stage was anger, embarassment, confustion. But the cast has been so nice and postive towards me. Theses kids are some of the most inviting group of kids I have been been a part of. I have grown strong bonds with alot of the cast. Ill tresure that for life. Also, I have been connecting with Ms. Lutter (Art Teacher((Cool Chick)). One day I saw her in the dance steido dancing with a few students and an instrutor. She waved me over and said I sould come and dance every Monday. On top of that she is the one who helped me meet my Graffiti mentor, who I will be learning from im Tuesdays.( which like be alot of fun and im looking fwd to this). Also I made a few graffiti ideas, I drew some pictures ill post them. Plus im going to write a song hopefully with a girl in the play and write for the poetry slam. With this play I have been testing my body with backflips( Which I have a Great video that a girl from the cast posted on facebook.)Throwing girls in the air, jumping over 3 guys briging( which is durning "Steam Heat" its the banger!). With this play im having to go out of my confort zone and wear a singet with I Love You on the chest durning a very sexual sence. I have to wear makeup( which was really weird to ask my parents) and ill tell you how that goes hahah. Well this play I have been test as a person. With adepting, over comming, dealing with situation, use of my words and body, and weirdly alive and enlightenment.